waa.. its like super long since i blogged.. 3-5 dec:
had vbs.. was a youth helper.. waa.. damn tiring. bt was fruitful n fun cos i see all th happy n noisy kids.. had some puppet show thingy on th third day which th kids prepared w/ th help of th youths for th parents. 6-8 dec:
went to ipoh w/ mum, mum's fren, her daughter n maid.. her daughter was super irritating. so jux listen to mp3 n played psp all th way without toking.. was almost impossible, cos i dun normally dun tok for so long cos i'm super talkative.. lol.. there was like heaven, lols, went to my mum's fren's hse in ipoh to stay n waa.. like beauty campaign or wadever, like spa all tt sia.. lol, went 3 days, but spent 18-19 hrs slping n 21 hrs in car.. so we spent only bout one day dere..
9-12:
had some course review where i met most frens again..
11-15:bro had some chalet thingy to celebrate 21st b'day. happy birthday bro.. on 13th oso went out with ryan n mervin to watch movie all tt.. watched twilight. din read th book tho, but i tink tt th movie's good.. so long folks


josh™

hi again.. hee.. nt supposed to use com nw sia.. sunday went out with mum and my whole cousin's family except uncle... went to watch madagascar 2 excape to africa.. lots of ppl told me vry funny, beginning laugh till end.. but i watch.. okok nia la.. whoa, my two lil' cousins were a handful man! one k2 i tink, den th other p3.. whoa.. younger one dun get wad he wan or a bit only-cry.. den second youngest cousin, hav asthma, so can't drink too much cold drink, but insist, den dun giv, throw tandram.. haix.. well.. guess kids are kids.. afterall we're mostly like tis when we were younger(= so i'm nt such a saint afterall lols.. den bought a pair of shoes for nxt yr.. lols, nw buy, scarly nxt yr cant wear liaox.. hu cares.. den ytd like so short.. morning woke up quite late den... erm... shit.. forgot wad i did.. well but after tt went to dentist for scaling n polishing.. most ppl scared go dentist de.. but i like sia.. lols wierd.. i like th smell dere.. like so peaceful, n th perfect place for playing psp.. lols. den went to library.. saw trecia with her mum dere.. den after tt, went to near my grandma's place dere to play KOF lols.. deprove le.. knn... gt 5th.. cos couldn't defeat rugal.. lol.. den after tt went home,, watch jian ren jian.. den after a while den went to slp le.. dunno why ytd so tired sia.. den msg so many ppl all busy, if nt dun reply.. like tt bloody jellyfish=P so went slp lor.. today morning woke up, went to eat breakfast with mum.. den walk her to bus stop, cos sis use car.. den went home, prepare for sectionals at 2.. bt befor tt still gt time, so help keep n fold clothes lor.. whoa so guai.. first time i so automatic sia.. lols. den went to band with th fucking heavy f. horn. den tt ryan say light wad, almost th same as clarinet.. wtf like real.. go dere, no one yet, so saw at th piano dere n played my psp.. den suddenly heard a horn playing. so went up n sectionals, saw lenis n yj.. lenis look so freaking shocked to see me.. lols.. i mux hav given th impression, i dun care 2 hoots.. den went to find yap sheng, saw amos n wan ting dere too.. but no bernard.. lols, he put so big in his personal msg "Those who wants to improve in their playing, every tuesday 2pm meet in school at 4th floor corridor near block D. " but like 2.20 den he come..den warm up n action action' whoa, i can play top c(="( also means th highest c in f. horn) den ask wan ting to practice n memorise chromatic but when yap sheng tok she join in.. whoa.. can die sia.. haix, den dun care liao, go toilet outside play psp.. den win2 lose 1.. zzz.. den go bk, played overture once n walk ard.. lols, come to slack.. den go out wif ryan to but drink, den bought a pack of lighters.. go bk sku to throw n explode.. lols, gt scolded but several ppl.. ps la.. play nia.. relax.. hahas.. after sectionals went to general office wif ryan to submit sth.. suddenly pour like fuck sia.. den we jux walked to sushi. reach dere was dripping.. anne n trecia was dere.. lols so coincidental sia.. tot dey left le.. den after me n ryan hair dry we walked to ntuc oso dunno 4 wad, den trecia n anne suddenly came.. den we went bk to th bus stop.. after dry wet again.. fuck man.. den saw bus 14.. went to take.. cos goin grandma's hse.. den trecia oso take.. den board same bus stop.. den said bye.. went to play KOF again.. den went to grandma's, den after a while went home.. den hungry sia.. forgot take allowance for tis week.. den cook maggi mee.. with meatBALLS n fishcake n egg.. lols.. n here i am.. using com nw.. bye peeps..goin blog hopping n rs-ing=D edit: tmr is vbs.. vacational bible school, for th primary school students... n i'll go dere help n be a big kor kor(= 3 days.. hee..


josh™


(note to trecia:since eu said my blog so empty, den i jux take all ur posts n copy to my blog kay?=P)

sorry for the previously extremely agitated post... my mum dun hav depression, jux tt she is extremely sensitive.. zzz.
for th past 3 days, i was havin band camp.. it was a rather good one.. n my horn playing improved a lot(nt self praise la(to the person hu keeps saying i self praise))thanks to mr pan, my tutor.. lols.. day 1, was late.. ran 3 rounds with xin rui, cos he was late too.. den fall in n foot drill. i like foot drill man! it so so rocks.. marching is so cool, but its a dead serious activity.. den combine. oh ya, the exchange on monday so boring man.. den hav games tt the instructions so nt clear.. den zhi yun scold jaime.. wtf, dun scold jaime la.. she is like a super good senior can? aiya, den bbqwiah.. darn.. i burnt my hand while holding the wire mash cos jj nid to put n arrange coal.. lols. jj say wear long pants so hot, den i say den nxt time dun wear. lols. den at nite supposed to climb out.. den ong suspect n lock all th shutters. knn... zzz. den amos n willie climb past the shutters to go downstairs eh.. ccb.. den me, ryans n HL go see den they keep asking us go away like big fuck liddat. we see nia, oso nt ask for tings to eat. den ryan (g) told us tt amos say fuck off, we nt one of them or sth liddat.. knn.. haix.. woah, if jaime n some other ppl tt we ok ok wif nv other or eat ar, we comfirm go pao toh de lor.. but i nt so fucker la.. den actually supposed to ton.. but didn't.. abt 4.30 liddat go slp liao..second day practice marching a while den do recording.. so fast den pass le.. happy sia.. WOOTS.. hahas.. during sectionals yap sheng go write on th board, ah yap kor kor, amos didi, yang yang(willie) didi, darren kor kor, joshua didi, bernard kor kor, n ting ting meimei.. zzz lame sia.. lols, den when mr pan come willie write pan... lols. so insulting.. den at nite after th movie ting me, HL, ryan(k) go meet ryan's 'stead', fish face n jasline(darren's)lol, den actually wan2 go out frm front gate, but the stupid auntie wan2 tell ong. den we walking towards backgate, den saw jun kai, so ask him folo, den he say ok.. den linus oso wan2 climb, but he nid put his stuffs cos he bathe. den we tell him we w8 4 him at backgate... so we climb backgate n th 3 gals slowly walk frm frony gate, den w8 for linus.. den he come liao, den we go NTUC buy stuffs, den linis say hungry, so go coffee shop. he eat prawn noodles, i eat 2 prata.at coffee shop jun kai call anne, their motive is wan2 ask wanqi n trecia wan2 eat nt. den tok so much crap, den anne phone no batt, so call trecia.. den HL tok to her halfway den he suddenly say walao, tt willie end th call say wad nw busy.. fucker sia.. den jun kai wan drink bubble tea, so we go n i treat linus n jun kai.. den we go bk sku le.. den play th H2O den keep kena sabotaged.. den catcher always hor kuan.. waa. fuck sia.. i keep fast break den left leg damn pain.. lols.. day 3 wash instrument, damn fun, yay, nw my golden professional horn is clean.. den after tt sectionals with mr pan tt time me n willie go trumpet take all their cushion n rollar chairs.. lols. after finish with mr pan go trumpet dere n return cushions n saw tt they daw naqib, jung min n chun yuen lols, den i draw teck hou.. hahas.. i like to play with his naturally curly hair.. lols.. den after tt use the rollar chair roll to ava, where fahmi was tokin to mr pan den i go play deumset, lols den fahmi nv scold sia..william n willi ask me teach dem drumset, but i only show dem, cos dunno hw teach.. den after tt combine n debrief n break camp.. walao, frm reach home 5 plus slp till 11 liddat den wake up eh, is tt pro or wad sia.. hahas... kk.. goin to go do chinese hol assignment n play rs.. lols bb..
edit:trecia said tt it was yap sheng tt hung up th phone. sorry willie:P

hey u mother fucker, stop flirting for heaven's sake, stop goin round to touch gals, cos ur such a mother fucker, ur nt looking cool or anything near tt, cos ur making alot of boys fucked up , ur jux a pure fucking gay, so can eu jux like watch urself or fuck off dude.. u'd get whacked like fuck by several ppl hu cant stand ur acts of flirting n molestation u FUCKING ASSHOLE.


josh™

arghh!!!!!!!! fuck.. i'm goin more insane as the day goes.. haix.. suspect my mum hav depression.. have to super careful with wad i say cos depression ppl are like 100x more sensitive den average ppl..zzz.... means i've to be a guai boy.. haix.. wish i was like 18 or sth, den i wun be here bloggin, but will be at some pub drinkin away.. waitin to drink to death.. i nt so carefree or cheerful as i may seem.. i m a deeply troubled person.. i've loads of my own probs too... n some i cant share even with the closest person.. so i have to bottle everyting up n tell some to yang lo.. zzz... i noe i piss ppl off all de time.. sorry for tt, call tt de-stressin.. i noe its a lame excuse.. of course tt does nt giv me a license to go round being a real pain in the ass.. sry ppl, i promise i'll try.. haix.. i wish i could jux collapse altogether n all my troubles will leave me.. zzz... my mum is down my throat again.. but i cant get rude or anyting, or she'll get all emotional n i'll get it frm the rest of my family.. haix.. darn.. today was roughly like ytd, except i din go sushi with willie they all or wad, but i went bubble tea with ryan tho.. sian.. i wish i could stay out all day n only be home when everyone is asleep... its harder n harder each day.. i'm human too, i nid my own breathing space, the trouble i hav at home is more den enough, yet i hav other troubles like ppl spreading vicious rumours bout me, backstabbin n all tt shit.. u cant hav ur cake n eat it.. well, y nt? nt even an exception? nw the added trouble is tt i'm being ignored by some individuals(nt sayin hu)even staying at the playground at night alone listening to music is better den being at home.. i wish i could be financially independent n like can leave home anytime i want, its nt i'm nt fillial or wad, but its too... too tiring to stay home.. eu ppl wun understand.. feel SLIGHTLY n i mean ONLY SLIGHTLY better after letting all these out, but still nt exactly feeling fantastic cos dere are tings i can say here, nor to my family or even my closest frens.. zzz... well tts enough... bye peeps, thanks for lendin me ur eyes....


josh™

fucked up man.. some asshole used my name at other ppl's tagnoard(nt sayin hu) fuck la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u better nt let me find out hu, i'll kill eu.. boo hoo..... arghh leave the fuckin matters aside, ytd during band daniel came n replaced our tutor, lols, i keep disturbing him.. but his rilli a gd senior, lols, daniel, dun get irritated at me.. i was jux horsin ard(= den my horn string thingy gt prob, tt darn botak dunno hw do eh, say:
huh?! spoil ar? change lor? the sku cannot afford the repair man wad..
liddat eh.. whoa.. darn pissed, den daniel could actually do it eh.. tts the diff between a useless botak hu shouts n jux twists his wrist holdin a baton n a pro hornist(which is my future) hahas, thanks daniel.. i owe eu one, k la, dun call eu Green And Yellow le(hahas, nt everyone noes the meaning) den after band, me, maverick, willie, linus, ryan(K),ryan(G)n ben wentto th pasar malam, den we wanted to buy the cheese sausage
me:uncle, giv me one cheese dick, hw much ar?!
man: huh?(smiles n hands me a sausage) oh, $1
lol, den willie keep laughin, den mave n ryan(K) pangseh sia.. nvm, den the rest of us all buy the cheese dick lols. den we go iSushi n buy drink.. den eveyone stir except ben, he jux put the straw to the bottom n say:
tis is the easiest way(smiling)
den hr blow, den the magic peach slash out all on his shirt, he jump backwards.. lols, den willie laugh until he fall down n continue laughin.. lol sia, so funny meh?! lols.. den after tt ryan n willie went bus stop, i walked with ben a while n den went, to meet willy, wee li, han wei, daniel n jia liang.. suddenly my mum call den hav to go le.. sian sia.. nvm.. ltr try my luck again(= hahas, gtg prepare le, sen yang comin my hse den go makan tgt hee* den go band.. today secong last practice of the yr le, cos dec31st still gt..(excluding band camp n exchange la..) zzz... anne ask me help dem take drink during band camp again... zzz.. dun target me la)= lols, nvm, i vry good de(= hahas.. kk gtg.. bye peeps


josh™

hi ppl... feeling so so so.. haix.. like ignored.. like suddenly 4 ppl ignoring me eh.. haix.. FUCK.. wad did i do wrong.. den i dun even noe wad i do wrong sia, but i say sorry.. but still ignored.. tis SUCKS man.. sucks big time... i wish i was some partying freak tt would be partying like day to nite, den go slp, n get up, brush teeth, den go out party again, haix.. no worries... den i'd probably go join some flash mob n do insane tings together n disperse... like the show on channel 55 n 255..zzz... life sucks.. n it makes me feel damn fcuking pissed when eu see some gay flirting with everybody, i rilli jux feel like goin over n givin him a punch... zzz.. ppl's lives all hav ups n downs, i waiting for my ups.. haix..
BYE PEEPS


josh™

hi peeps.. i'm bored at home.. nth to do.. zzz....... ytd befor i went band sen yang came my hse.. lols.. den go my room to see the messy rubbish, oso watch tv a while den go band tgt...den during band or rather befor band gt pissed off by some gay.. haix dun wan2 say wad happened.. but ytd fahmi had one of his pms days(pre-menses syndrome) shout shout.. crazy baldy.. nv tink de.. the piece is like jux give la.. den oso dunnit scold ppl till liddat rit? its like totally embarrassing lo... well, i understand.. he embarrassed me like SHIT in front of the whole band befor..lame shit.. n i jux realised i no longer hate horn like when i first entered clap clap** in fact i tink i'm starting to like my professional horn n all of it altogether=D.. den after band, me, willie, linus, ben n i tink ryan(k) went isushi.. den willie, linus n ryen(k) buy den go le. me n ben ate dere.. den i walked wif ben home.. cos we were tokin.. lols, so funny, we toked like bloody lame larhx.. lol.. den vry sian.. so call willy n go meet him at 53.. den he call wee li, so wee li oso came.. whoa cool sia, ytd i met 3 same named but diff spelling-ed ppl(= den slack till bout 9 den go home.. watch tv.. msg ppl.. den after tt go slp le.. cos tt bimbo serena suddenly dun reply my msg.. stupid jellyfish=P hahas no offence.. bye..


josh™